Ma LiFe GoEs LiKe a MuSiC!!

i just cant get out of this circle.

2010-11-07T03:11:00.000-08:00

Life hasnt been good lately.

cause good stuff are just momentary.

Some friend may shelter you for misery as you

trip on hole of emotion.

Some friend just waiting for you to crumble down

& stab you right at the back.

I was astounded by some of the things that happened.

Sometimes when you're down to nothing.

You'll end up not knowing the distinction between friends or foe.

i've been given some cold shoulder by certain people.

i just gotta be strong.

Frankly, i distance myself away from you.

The harder i tried, the more i find myself getting closer to you.

All i need is a chance to prove it to you. haish...

Musika Extravganza

2010-10-09T02:59:00.000-07:00

2 hectic days at mediacorp.

full of fun & excitment!:))

Well, knowing that there are more great singers out there

is FABULOUS.

The show choir for an instant.

Get to meet a lot of artist &

even took picture with them. haha

Hoping that i could be involve in such show again.

insya allah.:))

Acapella is coming in few days time.

i will singing to Mr delen individually.woo~

how scary can that be!hahs

& also show choir audition coming up this wed..

i really have to shine for the audition

cause knowing that, theres a lot of

outstanding there gave me a pressure.

To be frank, everything had been great lately.

i feel content to have realised that.

alhamdulillah.

P.s: im sorry that i didnt do anything if you were expecting

something that day.Cause, i just froze out half way.:((

Happiest yet so depressing.

2010-10-02T10:40:00.000-07:00

Raya outing was fun!:))

Going to houses with whole bunch of classmate.

but the endline was least expected to happen.

im going to be fine & my liscense is revoke.

Shit happens!

i guess im going back to taking bus.

Things happened for a reason.

Although, things kept getting me down.

i must get up.

To show that i can be independent to my parents

& no matter how bad i fall, how much it hurts me.

it doesnt matter!:))

Cos i believe theres something i need to prove

to my parents, myself & those who believe in me.

i know i kept failing those people including myself.

Kept getting into troubles & conflict.

it isnt something i intentionally wanna do or planning to.

Im sorry to everyone, myself & my parents.
sincerely from my heart.

Sometimes, i find that i just need someone then i'll be fine.

but it seems like nothings been fine so far..

Go ib go go go!:))

all the way.

Just me & my girlfriend.

2010-10-01T13:55:00.000-07:00

This isnt getting anywhere.

My job wasnt consistent this holiday.

so the bottomline is my pay wont be enough for

my bike repair cost.

School will reopen in a week time.

How am i gonna get that amount?

plus additional amount for my savings.

P.s: Happy b'day to you!;))

Opportunity

2010-09-27T11:26:00.000-07:00

Look forward to perform at muzika extravaganza!

accapella was super fun...

Learning to harmonize was fabulous.

Been tied up with work & cca.

still nervous while waiting for my results.heesh!

Really looking forward in forming an accapella band.

Alhamdullilah.

i've finally had an opportunity for my passion

to prevail.

P.s: im sorry if you think im trying to hard.

Generation Chaos

2010-09-05T03:39:00.002-07:00

Late night freerunning was immensely remarkable!

re-living the past with the people was a great idea.

But, this thing just would happen once in a while.:((

I learnt that when people change all that are left is memories.

Staking your hopes too high wishing things would change for the better

would just be a dream.

2010-09-05T03:39:00.001-07:00

The Past

2010-09-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

Why cant i be someone you look up to?7343
why im feeling like the friendships are falling apart.
Everyday seems to be a study day.:D
i enjoy studying.
may sounds word but yeahh.
Guess i got something to prove to myself.

Zira ohh zira.
please stop doing this to me!heesh.
Gonna stop repairing my bike at johor.

Examination!
here i come!
wee~

Step Back, Chill & Ponder.

2010-08-09T00:57:00.000-07:00

Silat memories.

I miss the times when we're all together.

We laugh, quarrel, shed tears, motivate each other.

we fight together & we push each other.

Arghh!i need to fork out about $350 to repair my bike.

Please stop giving me Problems!

Seriously, this financial crisis of mine is very annoying.

i cant be working all the time just to fix every broken patch.

i need to support myself for school needs & stuff.

Hope my bike would not give me anymore problem after i fixed it

this wednesday insya allah..

What A Day!

2010-07-02T13:37:00.000-07:00

I nearly hit by a car!

That was super scary!heesh.

Well, my bike is super good right now.

lovin it!haha

Went johor twice in 2 days.

going again this 9 july.:))

school reopening in 2 days!

cant wait to meet my classmates.wee~

The Student Council camp was superb!

& i hope that today outing would be great.:)

Life's Been Ok!

2010-06-29T04:07:00.000-07:00

Makin new friends is awesome.

Studies is quite stable state!

a lot of work for holidays!arghhh.

Student council camp is tommorow!

gonna have some fun!:)

Holidays was spent with work!.-.-

School will reopen in several days!

Updating again soon!

wee~

New Life Begins

2010-05-05T10:03:00.000-07:00

Life never been better this days!

Get to meet my bestfriend everyday.

Studies was exceptionally Fun

Rockclimbing was the new coolest thang.

New people, new life, new hope, new feeling.

Lets breathe new life for the new year.

'Baby' was the new theme!.

Share the love

P.s: I keep feeling the need to see ya everyday.

The Performance

2009-11-30T17:34:00.000-08:00

Time flies, days past.

i endure, i explore.

Performance at SP was spectacular.

although there was a few minor problems.

The overall was satisfaction guaranteed!

worth an experience.

Wish i would be given a chance to

perform on such event.

In which, people would just listen to

what I'm trying to deliver.

P.s: A pair was sometimes better on second thought.

Victory

2009-09-19T07:33:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since i've updated.

Puase had been brilliant!.

There still room for improvement.

Can't wait to pass my license.erm

But, patience is the key to success.

The more i yearn for it the stagnant it'll become.

raya this year is a bit mundane.

work!work!work!.

P.s: Hope i become a better person as each day pass.

Asskape!

2009-08-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

Romantic?hmm

Birthday boy!24/7

Guess what we talked about?

Group photo 1

Cool aint it?hmm

Group photo 2

Aspired Singer?

Bros for Haji Lane!huh?

Freemind!

Priceless pose!haha

Group Photo 3

Group Photo 4

Group photo 5

I've been holding the cake for quite sometime!
(Having a hard time with the candle)

Group Photo 6

Picture during Yat's birthday & karaoke.
Asskape plan?hoping that i could make it in time.

Dick Ghost!

2009-07-31T19:28:00.000-07:00

Life been outstanding lately.

except during my work shift with one of the manager.

Make friends with 2 audio contractor.

They'll call me as they need a assistant for some

company event.

feeling so estatic!

Bike license here i come!

Going karaoke later after work~

yeppa karepa andre andre!

P.s: Uploading all the picture soon.

Impression

2009-07-19T02:27:00.000-07:00

What are immaturities?What differs adult from younger

generation?They lacks of self control? But needless to say

even adults loses thier conscious at times.

If its based on formalities as we speak or act,

none of us would be categories as mature. Because neither

of us human being would themselves in dull & monotenus

constantly through out thier lives. If we relates

immaturities to point of view or perception i should saw.

Each individual had diverse intrepretation

of comprehending occurences or plight.

Although there are similarities on certain outlook.

Beneath our subconscious we know that its

a part of our imperfection that lies within us.

We're bound to outstand this limitation. Overcoming sadness,

Dissapointment & Enviousity by stimulating positive reaction?

Apparently, its like taking a leeway out. Its obvious that

you would end up being in the verge of breaking down.

Its an avoidance never a solution to emotion.

Im imperfect, i admit.

Immature will i ever agree to be.

What demolishes this imperfection is

a true friend that accept me for who i am

& be there for me through it all.

P.s: Im brave enough to finally discrete my raw emotions.

never will i do it again.

Sometimes you wish to tell, but you know they wouldnt listen.

So you tend to bottle things up to yourselves.

But eventually it'll overflow.

Sherlock Holmes

2009-07-02T07:02:00.000-07:00

Definition of love?

Making yourselves vulnerable to pain.

Desire to accomplish this mission of "love"

All you have to do Sacrifice

Time, emotions, concentration & effort.

friends are drifting apart

i Aint blaming you for prioritzing other things

but does the word 'brotherhood'

rings any bell?

if not then words are only words.

simple as that.

I'll wait for the day. 3452 :)

Brainstorm

2009-05-28T00:36:00.000-07:00

Funny sentence

"Nobody is perfect, i am nobody"

Got it?haha

OK its lame. Like DUH!

4 WONDERFUL person i would like to meet.

David Archuleta, Brian Mcknight, Ellen DeGeneres & Jennifer Aniston.

Project Proposal this moday!

PM, Had done half of it.

The day is coming!ehem.

Dislike this typical behaviour of girls.

Getting on my nerves!

Im probably moving to woodlands.

What a Drag!pfft

If they say me are irritating & they want me

to change?while the other say me are ok.

Must me change?but that wont be me.

But me know me cant please everybody.

Especially girls that me want.

Me thinks to much of what of people.

But do people have some thought for me.

Me afraid of me, cause me cant be me.

MAKES SENSE?

THINK ABOUT IT.

Arts Of Touching Souls

2009-05-20T21:30:00.000-07:00

Minipulating others mind out of music.

May sound absurds as you take a glimpse at it.

Apparently, it'll remain unanswer as it relates to emotions.

David Archuleta, Danny Gokey, Rubben Studdard, Mario Vasques & Elliot Yamin.

-From American idol-

Brian mcknight, Ne-yo, Stevie Wonders, Jason Mraz, Justin Timberlake, Naturally 7,

AZ Yet, Boys ii Man, Usher, Eric Clapton, Rascal Flatts, The Frays, Babyface, Ray J & Joe Thomas.

-Remarkable Artist-

Inspires & Motivate me.

Singing isnt just about a good voice.

Its a form of communication which connects the listener to the artist itself.

Creativity which enclose the gap between them.

Showmanship which is like sharing the joy.

Pitching that enlighten the minds.

The most important thing is "Passion".

Singapore idol?hmm

Perception

2009-05-12T19:37:00.000-07:00

"You can't please everybody"

If you kept listening to others advise & change.

You'll lose your identity.

Be yourself no matter what it takes.

Originality is priceless.

Maintaining composure should be everlasting.

-Singing is passion-

-Music makes the world go round-

Fun & Crazy

2009-04-27T04:51:00.000-07:00

Last saturday, was wild & wacky!
Get to meet my old buddy
Doing insanity video!
babbling nonsensical stuff!
Doing crazy stunts!

P.s : There's a change in me?

Do keep yourself update on our latest cover.
thanks!

The Musician

2009-04-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

It went a little off everywhere!

still learning the song.

you could oso view this video in larger size in youtube..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L38PPch3wco

plz leave a nice comment aite..

n DO SUBCRIBES!!

thanks

Lost My Way

2009-04-14T13:09:00.000-07:00

Slipping off my path.
Its still kind of affecting my life.
Things i ponder was. .
if i die would anyone care?
who would visit me?
who would pour their affection?
was my purpose of living had been served?
im afraid of losing my friend.
Lose my mood, appetite, lack of sleep.
Thanks for all the motivation!
really appreciate it.

P.s: if i die tonight, i would to say i love you to someone whom i really want
to say to all this while & to all my bestfriend i will miss you.

I appreciate all your sacrifices.
I will cherish all the times spent with you.

Farewell Grandma

2009-04-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

Lifes is short.

Make the most of it.

im going to miss you grandma!

im sorry that i missed the chance to kiss your forehead.

its hard for me to let you go &

i haven seen you for a while.

Oh Gosh!

I will do you proud grandma!

a tribute song for you in future.

Take A Step Back

2009-04-09T15:41:00.000-07:00

I'm relieved.
Basically, i got a job.
But still living on the edge.
manoeuvring all quandaries.
I'm sorry if i that i made you mad yul.
Feeling so remorseful
[SIGH]
Here comes the good part.
Found a delightful guitarist.
Hopefully, that i'll be able to form a band.

Apprently, my mood is indefinite.

P.s: F**k My GPA Drop!:[

I Cant Reach You

2009-03-30T14:10:00.000-07:00

Beach outing was a disaster!
-Being make fun of
-Stung by a jellyfish
- Selumba
-Slipper spoiled
-My whole body filled with sand
-Numbness
Solving my emotion.
A lot of problem need to be solve.
Guitar and singing was all i have to express my emotions.
Probably posting my song cover at youtube.

If i had that one wish.
you would be my boo.
promise to love you.

P.s: I need some motivation and support?

The Hitch

2009-03-19T02:32:00.000-07:00

Blanky Danky

2009-03-15T04:19:00.000-07:00

Holidays driving me insane!

Grabbing a chance to a workaholics.

Read some articles on Re-intrepeting

the past of relationships.

It does make sense!

As Usual after a dayout went to

My Favourite spot to chill.

As if the time freezes,

capturing the moments.

Re-enacment in exact!

Hope you are doing fine yul!

Open Your Heart

2009-03-11T02:17:00.000-07:00

Restless night it had been for me.[sigh]

After knowing something which really bugged me.

i envy him!

Slept at 8am.

Went to my favourite spot to soothes my thoughts.

Beatbox-singing-talking to myself.

Scribble a little, on a sheet of paper.

hibernate for a short while.

having fun right now playing cs.

hope those thought would deplete.

P.s: Maybe updating again with pictures taken.

Felt much better after going NUTS! through out the day.lol

Doing crazy stunts while promoting the nescafe.

But unfortunately, i didnt manage to give people even one.

Why does certain people like those?

It taste awful!haha

a thought of it gave me goosebumps.[chuckles]

Babbling nonsense all the way.

Non Stop Hits!lols

Job seeking was pathetic!

a thought of it pissed me off.

[Female environment & mandarin speaking]

Left 4 dead was dope!

Speak Your Mind

2009-03-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

Exam over!

Dont put that smile off your face yul.

Embracing The Past

2009-02-28T05:30:00.001-08:00

I Wanted You

2009-02-23T01:49:00.000-08:00

Soccer was great!
Its been years since i played it.
Controversy between adam and fatimah.
Picture Fanatic!

I wanted you to be there when i fall,
I wanted you to see me through it all,
I wanted you to be the one i loved,
i wanted you!

New Vibes

2009-02-16T00:08:00.000-08:00

Grasping song called "Diantara kalian".
because NIKI requested me.
Just for the sake of making him happy.
School was such a DRAG.
Thought are clearing up.
:Wishes:
Successful Pilot
Successful Musician
Successful Lover

Talking about wishes.
if i found a genie bottle.
My first wish would be having you in my life.

Lover

2009-02-14T16:25:00.000-08:00

Kung-fu with bestfriend.

Guess what i did?

Not cute!

Went insane at esplanade.

Watching my bloody valentine preview.

hip-hop?neh!haha

i usually laugh like that?

Love Animal!
Especially cats.
These few days was extraordinary.
Trip to esplanade where i go nuts!
Valentine rose for someone.(chuckles)
Am i photogenic?
Something creepy happened at my crib.

P.s: I Wanted you & i'll keep trying.:)
Open your heart and give me that chance that i need.

Who am i?

2009-02-09T09:57:00.000-08:00

The Taste

2009-02-03T05:15:00.000-08:00

Adores
: Strawberry :
: Music :
: Sing :
: Dance :
: Write :
: Sports :
: Fishball noodle :
: Asam pedas ikan pari :
: Guitar :
: Piano :
: Rx-Z :

Phobia
[Cockroach]
[shemale]

Karaoke with my bunch of friends.
being the loudest of the crowd seems outrageous!
Focus on my studies & my target is the luxury future.
When you believe it, you can do it.

P.s: A song for you was called " i'm trying hard"

Burn the Hope, Blow the Soul.

2009-01-29T21:18:00.000-08:00

Cupid missed her heart.
Even prudent knight falls when love get out of hand.
Saw a small kid running at red house,
some eerie voices & something cold on my right leg.
Spooky!
Met ahmad near his house.
playing the guitar was brilliant.
nice tone & was tune perfectly.
Thinking of meeting hidayatullah khan later.
Guess i'm out of it.

Snoozy

2009-01-27T23:05:00.000-08:00

Spending time with Lin, Adi & Nai last night was splendid.
took cab back home.
just love pulling thier legs.
Played stupid games, pranks, startled them & stuff.
taught them parkour yesterday.
late for school today.
currently not in the mood to study.
Holiday thing absorbs into my brain &
DISTRUPT my concentration.
SLEEPYHEAD!
Bed is Yelling for me.lols

LoVe iN ThE AiR?

2009-01-25T23:01:00.000-08:00

My Life had been elevating to greatness.
strolling around browsing for bike
with friend car.
Looking like a pimp with lexus.
Should i buy KR or RX-Z?
it was great knowing that most of my friend
were in the same ite.
New Friends really brighten my days.
Made a new song.
Recording it soon!

P.s: forgive me for my mistakes everybody.

Updating again soon!

Fate

2009-01-10T12:33:00.000-08:00

I guess this controversy wont end.

feel remarkably depressed with both of them.

Commitment is all i need and all i received was

complain and excuses.

Im in deperate moment

and all you care was yourself.

1 week and the half was all i got now.

Oh god, make me stronger.

[im not whining]

Good things will always come after a bad thing.

Intending to join vocal development in school.

hopefully, it will turn out right.

Can i be your assistant cupid?

Ecstatic

2009-01-06T21:47:00.000-08:00

school had been a blast recently.

Rejuvenating from bad tragedy.

which happen in 2008.

Start AFRESH!

Managing well which stuff.

will it be my year of glory?

Parkour. Silat. Trick. Study.

Need cash!bike license!.

-Resolutions-

-4 pointers.

-own a bike.

-be a better friend.

-Finer person.

-Sharpened mind.

-Quit smoking.

Anyways, really hope that i could talk to her.

why must i be so shy?hmpft.

P.s: uploading the pictures.

CiGaR

2008-12-23T03:47:00.000-08:00

iNsPiRaTioN

2008-12-16T22:34:00.000-08:00

"Time flies so fast it could
happen in a blink of an eye"

ALL my dispute are depleting.
REGAINING consciousness.
Some girls are getting on my nerve.
Competition coming in three days time.
generating my spirit & mustering all my strength.

The absurdity with the boisterous JONTE
Really getting out of hand.
Creating parkour documentary for first year project.
yul is a delightful person to interact with.[two thumbs up]
silat camp was fabulous.
My hamstring is killing me!.

No guts, no glory.

Tryst

2008-12-04T13:41:00.000-08:00

"Meeting that someone"
School will commence in few
hours.
i havent Hibernate yet.
Being ZOMBIE in class is the least
i would expect from myself.
FRANTIC DAY!
--------------------------------------------------------------
i will be posting the picture.

Vein

2008-12-03T14:51:00.000-08:00

"Bursting out in AGONY"

Creating musical fusion

with Ali today.

That someone kept

giving me such a hard time.

Classmates

asking me when im coming back

to school.

Fucking HYPOCRITES.

I BET THEY ARE DOING THIS

JUST TO GET CREDITS.

So much for being

An Exuberant student.

i will have the last laugh.

Superhuman

2008-11-29T10:00:00.000-08:00

This few days had been ferocious.
Handling some pathetic issues.
Depressed on outcome of the competition.
missing that someone Badly.
two days till your back.
Fuck school
& Classmates.
Piano is the next best thing.
makes FRIEND with 7-eleven
girls. They are friendly
i should say.

DiMiNiShMeNt

2008-11-23T08:36:00.000-08:00

HaHa.

Where is my food?

New hair cut.
Spikey.

Hip-hop learning
turn out to be
Disastrous.
Leaning onto the wall
watching them doing thier
own thing.
Was expecting to learn something
after a long journey.
Grasping flair &
windmill.

Entering some competition
organized by my silat
community.

Im dating someone!lols

"facing the music"
need to toughen up.
for the coming event.

Me and school
we got to
get along.
lalalala

toodles!

VeRsAtiLe!

2008-11-18T12:22:00.000-08:00

Kendarat thingy wore me off.
Kept practicing my singing.
hoping it would payoff someday.
what a random thing to say.lol
Trying to get hold of all kind of
genre & become all rounder.
Suppose to chill with farix &
nadd.
i guess it was cancelled.
buzzing out!
poof!

AnGeR

2008-11-17T00:12:00.000-08:00

Country boy!

Webster on the run!

FlaSh Kick!

School Are Getting on my nerves.
Classmates giving me cold shoulders.
i missed the old times when i was in good
term with them.
why must this happened?i wonder.
Coming to school becoming a drag &
it immensely piss me off.

Those were picures taken at sentose
on 2 nov. i think.

PuZZLeD

2008-11-15T14:34:00.000-08:00

Holding on to what i believe in
is the things that keep me going.

Girls.I find them hard to comprehend.
I find it hard to interact & please
while getting aquaintance with them.
Making the wrong step would surely
be the end of it.
Choosing the right partner?
I do feel compatible when i get the
one that does have similar qualities
as mine.
But why do i still lose the shot.
How do i know if they are intrested?
Does my appearance plays a part?
But i rely on simplicity
which is against the appliance
of giving an impression by setting
a good look.
How do i shakes things up to
make her like me?
Well, research is what i need.
i guess!lols

VoCaLisT

2008-11-14T04:19:00.000-08:00

"Passion for the arts"

SINGING
A thing which i love most.
Its where i flow all my sorrow,
happiness & anger through.
Silat was great after a long time
being MIA.lols
Solving the quandaries
before its exeggerated.

Moving on to the past event
which i became embarassed.
By, some girls which we
intend to make friends with.
We been told of by some lad
which was really unpleasant.
But, they are nice & talented.

Im still unable to conquer that stage frieght
of mine.

CoNcLuSiOn

2008-11-10T00:42:00.000-08:00

"if you love her you should let
her go."

Streetwear or Highend
Both are dope fashions
Wearin those common clothes
which most of them put on
beginnin to piss me off.
Changin into thos styles
wud b da best way.
but i gotta work my ass off!lols

Get to knw some
dope chics at a hiphop carnival.
well, was thinkin of joinin her crew
so tht i cud learn sum krumpin &
breakin. "Lurve'n term"
was da name of da crew.

Gettin wild during da dance out,
pesterin out ppl & even
watch some battles.

Joinin thier crew trng this cumin
MONDAY.
Huntin for jobs!
It wud b a hectic day 24/7.
Sch timing are getting
longer.

Can't wait for da hols!
till here
toodles!

DiLeMMa

2008-10-30T23:37:00.000-07:00

"Love is a strong emotions thats
can be said as weird at times & its a thing

that doesnt reason."

Updatee!aha
Hangover at kurt's hse.
It was fun but a lil bit scary!aha
played some silly games.
"chop chili chop"
Had some conflict with parents
& its been quite frustratin
when the problem kept
poppin out.

Went to a lots of places these
days.

Didnt really hav a chance
to do some camwhorin.
I JUZ REALLY GLAD THAT
MY TRUE CLOSEST FRENS
ARE THERE FOR ME WEN I NID THEM
The MOST.

I've always dreamt of being a role model singer.

till here
Toodles!

ReCuPeRaTiN

2008-10-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

"Let bygone be bygone, regretin &

sobbin over it wont change anythin."

Basically, my life were back to

!GREAT!

Spendin most of my time,

chillin with dinno.

Usual stuff.

PESTERING other ppl.lols

Sing,dance,laugh & Enjoying!

To be frank, im still thinkin

bout the matter.

i really missed her.

but i guess she juz doesnt care.

sigh!wat a life.

For the past few days, went to

town to chill.

Get aquaited with 2 girls.

they were fine but were nt my type.

one of them was a korean & the

other were philipinos hispanic.

but they doesnt caught my attention

at all.

They was also this one girl

name irah.

She was a fine girl.

judgin at the way it seems

like shes NOT INTRESTED.

blah, but its fine

coz thers a lot more

girls out ther.

But none cud replace her.

DILA

Toddles!

TrAgiC DaY

2008-10-23T10:55:00.000-07:00

"The higher the hopes the greater

the dissapointment"

The days i've been waitin for

turn into a tragic end.

which really gave a huge

impact into my life.

It begins by my parents

who forget my bday

& doesnt care.

Waited for tht someone to

wish me frm 12.00a.m

till 7 plus but no sign

of it.sigh!

As we went to town,

to hav fun while

i tried to cheer myself up.

i got a gastric afterwards.

vomitted a few times.

feelin nausea, i cudt

help it but to walk like

drunken lad.

while layin on dinno lap,

juz to ease the pain.

i was still waitin.

the time was already

8.30p.m.

few more hours to go.

Then zarin took

initiative to tell her

sumthin which i dun really knw.

i wanna calm myself

so walked away frm da group.

i vomitted a lot & end up

squating in pain.

i cant bear the pain &

dissapointment

tht i brust into tears.

luckily, zarin & dinno

were ther to comfort me.

i was so upset tht

cudnt help it.

but to tink of it till nw.

P.S: uploadin some photos tht were took on the day.

you really hurt me again

u wud try searching for its meaning if u TRULY care.

RaYa OuTinGs!

2008-10-18T10:19:00.000-07:00

Supermodel!
Kanye west??

Feelin skyhigh!

Hello ther~

my raya celebration was fun!

with dinno as my new fren.

went to dila hse was

the part wher

my mouth was totally

sealed!haha

it was kinda funny

thou. To summerize all

the stuff it was

extraordinary.

till then

adios!

^RhYtHM^

2008-10-16T01:47:00.000-07:00

"Music is a higher revelation than all

wisdom and philosphy"

-Lud vig beethovan

So it's been a while since i last

updated my blog.

well, first of all,

tis raya was boring!

but celebratin my b'day

along with raya thingy

tis sat.lols

I've grasp a couple of singing

technique from a great fren.

he was fun to be with.

we're thinkin of formin

an acapella group.

but first exposing

ourself by performing

at the sing fest.

P.s: updatin da past pic with da upcomin

bday celebration pic.

Updatee tmr!

toodles

[LoVe]

2008-09-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

"karekare ana"

Rippling are

the waters of Waiapu,

cross over girl

'tis calm.

Oh girl

return here (to me),

For I shall die

because of love (for you).

I have written my letter

I have sent my ring,

So that your people can see

(that I am) troubled.

Oh girl

return here (to me),

For I shall die

because of love (for you).

My pen is shattered,

I have no more paper,

(But) my love

is still steadfast.

Oh girl

return here (to me),

For I shall die

because of love (for you).

(My) love will never

be dried by the sun,

It will be forever moistened

by my tears.

Oh girl

return here (to me),

For I shall die

because of love (for you).

[NuTs]

2008-09-27T11:11:00.000-07:00

Freakin Random!

Candid Shots!

Look into my nose!

Wth!haha

Exhaustion!

My Life Goes Without SLEEP!
rushes thru hectic days with
a lot of persistent.
spendin my nite with cdique
was nice.
talk bout us
childhood
problems.

a whole lotsa stuff which really
brings smile & laughter.
Packed sum stuff to hangover
at yat's hse.
for some reasons, i really
looking forward to it.
It at 1 O'clock when i met
yat.
Due to some, waiting which
took abt 1 hr!haha

Gather at pasir ris
abt half past 4.
Enjoy all those happening things
tht seems to popped out!aha

P.S: Done some stupid things in the MRT
till here
~toodles~

[TeMpTaTiOn]

2008-09-12T03:14:00.000-07:00

"Expressing oneself through arts like music,
dancing, drawing & writing potrays good
impression onto others.Besides,
entertaining ourselves in doing things that
we have passion for"

To begin with, compose a song for sue.
but it was meant for all my friend.
Me & yat were discussin on
makin some duo group.
which really enables us
to potray our skills.

Went out with
yat, dila, sue, eemah, jep & da last one
i dont knw da name!haha
its was a blast!lols
confessed with dila bout sumthin
den pestered her along da way. .aha
always cnt get enough of her.

niways, yat owned a piano!
was tht da coolest thang!aha
i wana learn it too!
so u better teach me. .aha
da first song we shud play
will be forever!aha

P.S: fastin mth had been hard for me .
nt coz its my first time bt coz
lotsa challenges!
till here
toodles!

~FRuStRaTioN~

2008-08-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

"Depression restricts our mind to evaluate things

due to emotional pressure that makes us feel extremely

miserable. Feeling timid & helpless. Especially, when it

goes simultaneously & resulting us to burst out of confusion.

Finding peace would be the best solution to calm ourself while

regaining our consciousness"

Aft those incident tht happen on last fri. i didnt expect

her to drag the matter. She accused me of passing her

num to someone else which already pisses me off.

Late for class on mon. The class went on as usual.

But aft the break, i was so shock knowing tht she had

complained to andy. So as he reveals those story to them,

they started to throw off painful remarks & hated me.

Resistin them with whole lotsa patience althou it hurts.

Tryin to keep things to myself, hopin tht it wud end!

well, fastin mth is drawing near!

so, was my exam!aha

P.S: Always look on the bright side of life!

~doodles~

~BluRRy~

2008-08-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

"Music dominates our mind & convets our

emotions by increasing the pace & rhythm

of the beat. Meanwhile, singer plays

a big role in livin the song that

enables him/her to touch billions of

soul without the need of holding them"

The day with dila, sue & eemah

was great!

i feel down was the best

part!lols

they shud hav taken a vid

of it!

till here

~toodles~

~FiReWoRkS~

2008-08-22T10:35:00.000-07:00

"Color amused our eyes which will blast our mind"

Went out wif yat!aha
FIREWORKS!
wohoo!aha
didnt capture it
but gonna remininsce it
in my heart.

Agitated yat with some
jokes!lols
& went on until hes went off
da bus!hehe
da da wif him was fantastic.
really wish dila was wif us!

Sarcasm girls are nt to be
entertained!
oni me & yat understand
wat we did to them!aha
nt much to tell.
till here doodles !

~WoNdeRs~

2008-08-20T02:33:00.000-07:00

"Motivation comes from within. It arisen our
spirits to achieve. Meanwhile, believe enhance our
trust & confidence to merge as a winner"

~Ola~
Visited yat's dad at hospital last friday.
His dad had an operation at his knee.
Well, had my lunch at the cateen, i was being
a bit dormant wit his mom around.
Went to sch for the bridge leader presentation,
singing class & then went to expo.
Before tht, we pestered some girls
at cafe 1. It was really hilarious & hell
lotsa fun!lols.
Not to forget tht yats getting pranked by
me!haha.

No comments for the expo expedition.
Sat was fun, when ther SILAT!lols
Apparently, my agility & strength
seems to be fadin. Niways, beach was
fun aft thos trng. Flips & Camwhoring was
wat we do!lols
Rode my bro bike!hoho
Honda SP was not tht bad aft all.
but i still prefer KR.

P.S: Beauty Lies in Simplicity

Well, thts abt all
Folks!
~Doodles~

~DrEaMs~

2008-08-11T11:40:00.000-07:00

"Dreams are keys to one's future, without it
one's are like a bird without wings to flap &
explore the world of wonders"

Petrified by the way i am now coz im losin myself
due to the acquaintance i had in my class. They seems
to agitate me & stuff. Its like im being an outkast!damn.
givin me cold shoulder, they're hell pain in the ass.

Well, movin on to last sat where i celebrated my ndp
with several of my close frens.
[Yat, Dila, Sue]
To begin with, had to woke up early in the moring
to collect my bursary. Then, took a nap before goin out with
them. i was so enervated aft fervid on the day before where i
had some events at sch followed by BL meeting. Spent the rest of
the day with silat & outing. Apparently, it was fantastic but got worn off
at the end of the day.

They were late so we'll gather at pasir ris before goin to cthall.
Being with dila was as usual was the best thing!lols
Seemingly, it was distrupt by eemah!
spoils the fun im tryin to hav with her.
unable to converse with her much.
unfortunately, we're incapable of watchin the
picturesque of the firework with all da bunch of humans
lingerin all over the place.
i was intending to watch those spectrum of fireworks on
22nd or 23rd with them. hopefully, it wud came true.

Glarin at the sky while thinking of my future with variety of
perspective. Disciplining is what i need to mend my future.
a few thoughts sparks thru my mind. Will a be the
person i aim to be? Wud i be with her some day?.

INSPIRATION & SUPPORT!
is wat i need.
till then
~doodles~

~Da BeSt tHiNg~

2008-08-06T01:26:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not being able to update much.
As u knw my comp brokedown!damn!& hasnt
been repaired yet. Well, met jaba & yat last sat
before goin to silat . The training was breathe-taking.
Some dive roll, brushing up on techniques like scissors,
side-kick & stuff. Actually, went training with sue!
damn, missed her so much!lols. GUESS WAT!
met Dila chibam chibam!hoho & it was the
best moment of my life. Prodigiously entertained
by her presence.
Her smile, laughter, hilarious remark which was
immensely cute. MAKCIK!lols not to forget getting slapped
by her several times. missed tht past thin tht i did with her.
every moment spent with her will be cherished. The score
was 10-7.Lols! only me & her knws. u cheater!haha.

"Loves coulours life with wonderful emotions. Laughter, smile,
excitement, happiness, makes us feel appreciated, skyhigh,
addiction & stuff. IT transform an ordinary person like me
into SUPERHUMAN".

One-sided love upsets me. but on the other hand, loving a person
doesnt mean having her in ur crutches. So, imma still wait for her
& nw having her in my life is the greatest thing yet.

P.S: Makcik dun forget to tagged aft viewin! & i'll miss tht
moment with u.

~LeTs BoGGie~

2008-08-01T23:17:00.000-07:00

Alo ther! its been a while since i last updated. .aha
some words tht i wrote while chillin at cafe 1.
" It varies according to individual that values
different aspect of life. It may cause uneasiness to
oneself due to insignificant that would led to
misunderstanding. Feeling undesirably down,
despondent, intimidated, puzzled and immensely
affect oneself that invites failure. It befalls endlessly
that would destruct infallible pride and mentality"
Drawed some graffiti. it was my name of course!lols
Oh yar! my camping was a hell lotsa FUN!
Enjoyed most of da days in ther.
not to forget the boogie
nite. wher
i've gone wild and funky for some reasons.
Well gtg for now. will be updatin
wen i got that chance.
comp brokedown so dun hav
opportunities.
~doodles~

PieCeS!

2008-07-17T10:18:00.000-07:00

Wooooahh! finally done with the
assigment!lols freaking exhausting
but have to pack up for the camp
tmr. .aha wat to do!wat a hectic day. .
a lil anxious on the event they r
organising at the camp. .really
hoped that i wud nt b the same old
fashioned way like ice breaking &
stuff. .nid sum new shit dawg!aha
well, didnt really talked much at class
coz i wasnt in a mood but all i do was
put up a smile to show tht im fine. .lols
was really sad tinkin bout me being a cursed
lover who incessantly fails in luv life. .aha
y cnt i get the girl i want? am i tht inadequate?
it was a restless nite. . the thought of it kept
swirl & twirl. .aha i took sumtime to fall asleep. .
woke up late so my father sent me to sch. .lols
the lesson was quite dormant actually with
all those hacks makin all da noises. learnt
to assemble the circuits into two way switch
which i manage to solve it secand. .aha
went off to karaoke with zarin. .lols
& i enjoyed myself while destressing all those
sorrow. .aha two hrs passed by we went hm. .
i dropped by anan's hse for a chatted but he
was sleeping so stayed ther for couple of hrs
& went hm. .
talked with eemah , yat & jaba!lols
it was nice hearing her voice like manje ah. .aha
ssshhhh!cnnt tell anyone abt tis. .lols
k la gotta pack my stuff for tmr!
nitey! swit drm!
talk to u again aft the camp!
must hav lotsa things to tell den. .aha

ScHLiN DaYs!

2008-07-15T06:48:00.000-07:00

schlin had begun since last week!
damn its been a exhausting,
humdruming & embarassing days. .aha
well, tdy was a bit diff frm the others. .
& yar of coz miss those fren while on hols. .
the class was monotenus as usual. .aha
well, had to do some class work of
da circuit. .& learnt some iron wiring
stuff. .aha BORING~lols
those boys makin all da noise & stuff. .
had to fill up some bridge leader form
for a camp tis comin fri to sun. .
gonna miss my fren. .
[yul,yat,anan,dayah,haziq,khai,jaba,afiq]
while waitin for da lift saw someone
i reconised. .damn!it was yul. .aha
was a bit embarassed to confront her. .
as we entered da lift the back part was
occupied so i stood left front of the lift. .
suddenly, i felt like as if sumone tapped
my back so i turned saw yul & juz smile. .lols
she smiled back. .wen i was abt to blush i turned
juz giggled to myself. .i force sum words outta my
mouth. .aha asked her sum common stuff
which i usually does wen im runnin outta
questions. .lols she was sooo heart melting. .aha
blood rushin thru my veins. .heart pounding
devastatingly. .like an earthquake!aha
niways, met firdaus which is my silat fren. .aha
accompanied him to search for ear piece. .cudnt
find any tht intrest him. .decided to browse at some
shop at century square. .guess wat!saw her again. .
felt really happy & so content tht i cudnt wipe off
tis smile outta my face. .haha
to summerize tis, met dayah & all at 425 to chill. .aha
hannan & the others came aft me. .so aft it became
silent & im getting bored juz went hm. .
chatted with yul juz nw. .talked to her bout our
meeting & sum stuff. .aha
ermm, conferenced with yat & jaba bout our meeting
tmr. .aha gonna sing some new songs
so gotta learn it. .lols
cant wait to hangout with them tmr!lols
ermm, hope to c her again!
gtg ley!lalalalalala
last word " how cn i breathe with no air!"
wow freakin random!lols
till here take care!nitey!

BaCk AcHe!

2008-07-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

Skipped sch today!damn, was due to
backache tht i had. .aha it was so
sickening. .tht i juz laid at bed & went
back to sleep. .my father scolded me
for nt attendin class. .but juz cudt be bothered
& went back to sleep. .aha
woke up at 3 plus. .chatted a lil then bathed. .aha
ermm, well. .my back still ache. .learnt da chord
you and me by lifehouse, collide by howie day &
also tercipta untukku chords. .
finally, able to master da intro. .but nt da whole song
coz im nt really gud at tabs. .aha
juz remembered while bathing sang lotsa song to
practise my voice. .coz tis sat we're goin karaoke
but some gals r goin too. .so must b at top form. .lols
niways, aft several hours of practise. .chatted with
yul da super duper sweetest thang!lols aft talkin to her
was absolutely superb it kills da pain i've been having. .lols
shes da best la to be exact. .haha rmbr to jog with me kays
yul?or mayb i cud b ur cheerleader?haha
hope cud mit her in person sumday!lalalala
THX FOR REMINDIN ME JUZ NOW!lols
shes da best!
she makes me go wild!
she aint like da rest!
she always make me smile!
sorry cnt tink of anythin much yul. .aha
next time wud be much better. .lols
was hoping to mit yat & jaba tmr for
some singing session. .well, thats all folks
take care!nitey!

HaPPy + SaD = ReMiX!

2008-07-08T10:42:00.000-07:00

slept at anan's hse yst. .aha
coz afiq borrowed my slipper
& went back damn late. .aha
watched tv played comp a lil. .aha
slept ard 4am. .but sadly woke up at
1.45pm. .was actually late for my oral
called my mom to confirm the timing
but she told me tht da oral was at 2 & nw
is 2 o clock. .sigh!
reached hm at 3 plus. .& my mom wasnt
hm. .aha checked da timetable i cnt belive
my eyes it says tht da oral commenced at
2.15 which means tht even if i was late a few
mins wudnt really matter. .quarrelled with mom
over this. .went outta hse to mit yat at marina square
was actually late to mit him. .aiya!im always late. .
like procrastinatin stuff so much tht lotsa uninvited
horror occurs. .lols hope tis'll be da last time. .
MUST MOTIVATE MYSELF TO CHANGE!
btw, aft mitin them. .yat told me tht nana was hot. .
but to me she wasnt. .aha wat to do im choosy. .lols
as usual if yat + ibby = wild & crazy! aha
faris was nice but hes abit silent. .i guess. .lols
was fun la. .den chilled at his hse & ate sum biryani
nt to forget karipap!aha was famished aft those meal. .lols
went to mit jaba then proceed to sum place which hard for
me to describe. .all i knw is tht sue hse is nearby. .lols!
aft smokin & chattin. .we eventually began our singin!aha
sang with you, belaian jiwa , thunder, wherever you will go,
tercipta untukku, mimpi yang sempurna, beautiful girl &
sum othr song which i cant rmbr. .aha went hm ard 11
sent jaba den walked with yat to red flat. .we did our handshake
several times. .to perfect it!aha with da yeah as the background!
took da bus hm. .chatted with them juz nw. .lols
& nw gtg coz wanna study den gotta sleep coz tmr sch. .
oh yar before i forgot chatted with yul at msn. .aha
was so happy talkin to her. .da sweetest thang!aha
k la gtg. .nite!swit drm!

SLeEpiN DaY!

2008-07-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

partial of my day was spent
by SLEEPING!lols really exhausted
frm those hectic days & small period
of time to rest. .aha aft those sleep
felt much better. .aha went to anans hse
ard 3. .aha skipped sch today!lols my
class advisor called me. .damn!told him tht
i overslept then asked me whether im goin
tmr so i told him tht i'll be goin tmr. .
then i remebered tht i'll havin an oral tmr. .
i guess wont be goin then. .well, a lil bit nervous
bout tmr. .aha hope i cn do well. .
niways, followed zai, afiq & diq to mit some chics!aha
realised tht diyana was so childish & talkative. .gettin
annoyed by her behaviour. .regret tht i met them. .
first was tht the journey was damn long. .drained lotsa
my precious time juz for da crap. .damn!
well, went back to anans hse aft goin whitesand. .
chilled at aels blk for awhile. .aha
hoping to mit her tmr. .lols & nw im at his hse chattin
& stuff. .aha got nothing much to tell actually!aha
im getting agitated by akims random behaviour. .
niways, talked to hanans bout siddiq. .his changed
person nw. .hopin tht he wud change sumday. .
his mom is using da comp so i shud be goin nw
k la gtg! bye & tc!nite!

BoReDoM StRiKeS!

2008-07-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

wah!tdy was so sleepy!aha
went out together with jaba
since he slept at my hse ysteday. .
ermm, woke up bout 9 plus coz
my sister was babblin sumthin
& chase her outta room. .aha
well, slept back & woke up ard
10 plus. .aha i was still exhausted
but force myself outta bed & bathed.
aft finished getting ready. .took breakfast
with him. i chuckled a lot lookin jaba
sniggerin alone while watchin some
shows at suria. .aha went outta hse bout 11.30
if im nt mistaken. .aha sent jaba to his kendarat
thingy & went to mit yat. .aha
we proceed to persisi together. .aha
it was tremendously boring & makes me
felt sleepy. .aha contemplated his match &
he done well actually. .aha hoping to fight
him again sumday. .when i was eager to
train & able to give my full focus on silat. .aha
erm, blablabla. .aha i was so sleepy i cnt really
rmbr how i sat beside ael. .but i asked her to lent
me her shoulder. .aha she approved it so i
took a nap. .it drained lotsa my energy even by
juz watchin them fite mayb because i loitered ard
a lot. .aha ermm, she was sleepy aft i woke up & so
i lent her my shoulder in return. .lols to be frank,
i was comfortable being with her. .aha
oh yar, we went out ard 5 i tink to smoke[with yat].
jaba passed me sumthin i dunno da use of it juz like
to play with the stuff. .aha took a vid of yat doin some
silly stuff. .aha damn funny!lols & also we remodeled
our handshake to be more sophisticated. .aha yat!u
better memorise tht handshake tht we've made together!. .lols
travelled back hm, with ael. .aha met fiza & her frens
while we're on the way to da train station. really cherish
my time with her. .aha with her cute behaviour & all. .
aft disturbin her all the way. .decided to sent her back. .
she shared sum stuff bout hady. .aha i created sum ghost
story juz to scared her off but i wasnt sure if she was listenin. .
lols! she was so sweet la. .aha juz cudt let her go wen we arrived
at her block. .juz felt like want more of her. .but in a gud way. .aha
she told me sum stuff bout girl wantin some attention frm guys wen
they r actually had no feelings for them. .it was aft i told bout sumone. .
well, hope tht moment between me & her wud last forever. .lols
k la tmr got sch. .
im exhausted & perspire a lot. .aha
nite2! swit drm!tc!lols

FuLL oF OuTiN!

2008-07-05T11:00:00.000-07:00

ermm, went to carnival at wak tan ard
11 plus. .aha was lotsa fun but we're abit
shy to enter the place at first. .aha
but i made the first move & went in first. .aha
kinda superhuman thang!aha well, met them
near funfair station ther, dila yelled my name
& i was surprised by her action. .but luv it la of coz!lols
we talked for a while & explored the area aft tht. .
ermm, was amazed with the fantastic robotic stuff. .
but dun really hv intrest in such stuff. .lols
AEROSPACE is my dream!lols went to the big hall
play some prophets history games. .aha i was
abt to snatch it . .but the auntie told me to play it
so we'll decided to try. .aha i cheated actually. .grabbed
a choclate & sweet. .aha met ustaz salam. .a funny t'cer
which i i cn still recall. .aha
aft talkin to him, we went down to mit them at 2nd floor
i tink. .lols played batu serembat. .aha i played it anyhw. .lols
ermm, she shouted my name as she saw me. .lols argh! geram sey. .
feel like pinchin her cheek. .yey!lols shes da queetest!niways, aft tht
we went to karaoke. .was lot of fun ther. .gettin addicted to it. .lols
went back ther aft da karaoke. .waited for her coz we're goin back
together. .saw her while we're a browsin da canteen. .aha but
unfortunately, while talkin to her i realised tht he glanced at me so
i felt a lil bit uneasy talkin to her. .so i remain silent for some period
of time & walked away frm her. .to prevent sumthin bad frm happenin.
coz of tis intiution i had. .lols we went back together, had lotsa fun with
her sey. .aha went to silat aft tht da trng was a bit tough. .but dislike da
tappin part where u front & ur partner will block. .it hurts my shin. .lols
did a bantingan at yat aft a lot of practise. .lols i met dila at FG. .waited for
her for abt 20 to 30 mins for her to arrived. .lols shes pretty even with juz
powder on her face. .aha
ate together with her , yat , jaba , zulaika. .oh yar, while waitin for dila,
i was with jaba & zulaika. .aha da makcik belo sat beside me!aha
i ate kway teow while dila ate nasi goreng ikan bilis. .it took her lotsa time
to gobble up her food. .haha but diq, was like went in without consent. .damn!
i was abit mad coz he doesnt seems to respect dila desicion. .its nt like we didnt
spent our time with him. .does he intentionally do tht juz to piss her off. .i knw
shes a bit moody with siddiq presence but try to b damn belo to cheer her up. .
as usually, when da crazy duo r ard it will be WILD!aha nt to forget ft jaba. .
to increase tht beloness!aha went back to FG to chill & had a lot of fun with dila,
yat & jaba. .aha man, appeared as i went back frm da g value. .aha bought some
sweets. .he was telling them bout this my spec issue. .cudt believe my ears wen i
heard tht he really took part in the competition wen we're barred due to sum
circumstances. .haish, he made a foolish desicion. .well, joke with dila la. .
pestered her a lot. .aha she slapped me again la. .luckily it wasnt tht bad as last time.
jaba sleepin my hse la nw. .lols we sent dila hm & proceed to out own destination. .
feel like dun wanna let her go!aha create some silly handshake juz for me & her. .aha
while tyin my shoe. .say gudnite to her. .lols she says it back to me!lalalala
i BELIEVE in miracle & it wud happen sumday. .juz waitin for tht chance to
befall on me. .lols
k nite!aha ngntok gue!aha

KaRaOkE!

2008-07-04T11:07:00.000-07:00

Alo ther!aha went to karaoke again tdy!aha
was amazingly fun as u wud knw. .aha
the crazy duo was ther!lols[me & yat]
went out but 5.30 to mit zarin & iana. .
but was late like usual. .aha
ermm, at first i met iana i find her abit. .
must i shud say. .aha tryin my best to
let her b me more talkative. .its fails at first
but i guess shes getting more comfortable
with me ard & began to hv some conversation
with me. .aha it was quite fun havin her ard with us
but it devastated us in the karaoke room. .it made us all
so shy the i juz sat. .& doesnt really sang alot. .aha
they sang while i chatted with iana. .aha
ermm, the people tht went ther was me, zarin
yat, iana & danial. .he was a bit nosy distractin
her most of da time. .aha i juz laugh coz they way
he acted was hilarious. .aha he sang like cud say the
worst but doesnt feel shy. .really salute him. .aha
ermm, aft tht singin we ate at mcd. .aha
as i saw iana was shiverin due to da coldness. .aha
asked yat for his jacket to put it on her. .
she was like close to me. .aha
mayb coz da way i treated her. .with softness & tender. .aha
they told me to sent her back but i refused to. .coz a bit lazy la. .aha
she was nice anyways. . : ))
we took some pics before & aft karaoke. .aha
was fun doin da camwhorin. .i pressume. .
well, talked to yat bout dila , iika & eemah. .aha
it was a long conversation & it happen while we're
on the bus hm. but aft da quandary tht i've been thru
coz of her. im afraid i shud distant myself frm her to
prevent it frm happenin again althou my feelins for
her hasnt depleted yet.
last but nt least, smsed fida. .talk bout random stuff. .
she was doin her rubic's cube. while i was askin her
bout some stuff. .aha she end up sleepin earlier then i tot.
even so, this lil time i spent with was tremendously great. .aha
the way she talked to me. .soothes my heart & make me feel
soo alive!aha
LOVE is still a love. .its up to u to varies it. .it may be wonderful
or a nightmare. its filled us with self centeredness tht hunts u as a
jealousy. breathes u with hunger for attention.it kisses u with coldness
tht led u to kill juz to hav her on ur own. Or it mayb a joyous happiness
where u shared u life spent together.
gtg!aha tc!nite!

ExCiTiNG!

2008-07-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

alo ther!aha
wow!today was a hectic day!aha
full of excitment, ,aha
damn glad tht i went out with them tdy. .
i woke up abt 12 if im nt wrong. .but slept
back till 2. .aha it was due to da stupid plan
tht me & zarin were intendin to do. .lols
we chatted frm abt 1am till 6 plus i guess. .aha
lots of people were invited in n went out & so on. .
sumthin, tht distract me da most at some point
of time was tht my msn. .aha I CANT LOG IN!aha
try couples of time but still failed. .so i used web
msn to chat with them. .aha it was quite annoyin
to experience this freakin bustard laggin stuff. .aha
but chat with yul, aqidah, zarin , yat & sum othrs
which i cant recall. .aha
tried lotsa ways to repair tis msn stuff. .aha but aft
a while. .thx god i finally resolve da prob. .aha
was able to used msn messenger back. .but aft i logged
yat sent me a webcam invitation. .& so i accept it. .
damn!he make my comp lag!aha he ah cool or wat!lols
niways, aft all thos happenin , wild & crazy stuff goes while
chattin. .slept at 6 plus. .aha at abt half past 2 yat called me. .
i refuse to anw at first coz i was abit weak. .slept a lil more. .
but i answered aft feelin a lil bit better. .aha da vibratin was
like really pesterin me. .i didnt rmbr requestin for any
massage at my head. .actually i usually put my hp under my
pillow before i sleep. .so thts explains. .aha
yat asked me to hurry up & all so. .i was like doin all those stuff
damn fast. .my hair wasnt really tidied, juz pick random clothes. .
ate some rice. .n quickly went out. .aha
yat called me a couple of time while i was on da way. .asked me for
direction. .tinkin back, i rmbr tellin him how to go ther precisely. .
but still cudt find it. .mayb shud suggest him to wear double spec. .
shud invent it for him. .aha so he end up waitin for me at da
station. .aha like me being da superhero bringin him to da rite path. .aha
well, met dila , sue , eemah & iika ther. .aha i joke a lil with yat. . feel a lil bit
uneasy with dila ard at first. .but overcome it by pushin myself to
communicate with her. .aha hope cud b with her sum day!lols amin!aha
aft sendin them back. .went back ther & start the karaoke first. .aha
during da first 20 mins. .my voice was like killin me. .aha cudt get thru
da high notes. .but aft a while it get smoother & eventually become GEREK!aha
so we sang lotsa songs before zarin arrived. .aft he reached ther we continued playin
3 hrs in total. .wow!fanatic!aha but was a fantastic experience. .aha
i became a rockstar aft tht. .mayb ramli sarip. .aha went hm with yat & played his
psp while we're on the bus. .took another bus hm. .
okay gtg for nw. . my last few words is. . KARAOKE ROCKS!aha
nite2!tc!

MiTiN ThEm!

2008-07-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

Alo ther!aha
my life today was abit crazy.
mitin dayah & all as usual. not
to forget being late. .lols
met them at cc ther n went to
coffee express to grab a bite.
ermm, bought quater chicken rice.
den i met akid while loiterin ard da
coffee shop. .aha he told me tht he dun
hv enough cash to buy da cigerette. .aha
well, so we split da amout & shared the
cigerette. but the person wasnt ther so
we was ligerin ard waitin for da person.
at last me met him & told us tht the 'thing'
was goin to arrive at five. so i went to block
425 to chill n ate my food. .aha
eating da food without drinkin is like. .hell!aha
den i opened my math book to study. well, they
all was havin da conversation while i was studyin
cudnt really get into my head. after a while, i join in
their conversation. But today, didnt really talk much.
was actually waiting for anan & izwan. as they arrived,
i changed my seat to other table to talk with them.
they, talked bout sum gangster stuff & i juz listen. i was
quite intrested on how far cn people goes out of anger &
fame. Accompanied izwan to his hse to change is outfit. .aha
went back to mit them. .they was waitin for anan to come. .aha
we all went to da coffee express to eat. met anan ther,
like out of nowhere he juz seems to appeared. .aha
chill at fg near cc. talk bout random stuff & i giggle a lot.
it was actually bout guys stuff. .well, was tinkin of sendin
nas hm tmr. so, i sms-ed dayah but she didnt rply & even
tryed to call her but no response.to bad i cnt, cntct nas
directly to tell her tis coz her hp was consfiscated. if nt
there shudt b a problem. continue chattin with them,
aft callin yat we all went hm. me, khai & izwan took da
same bus. but izwan alighted before us, then i alighted
da same stop with khai.To be frank, i find khai was frenly,
aft tht 'guys talk' . i talked to him before but nt as much
as wen we're at fg. .aha aniways, took da bus hm. .aha
niways, i sms fida but she didnt rply. .was quite despondent
with the outcome. hope tht i'll be getting da chance tmr..aha
she was like a fine lady to me. being pretty without da
attitude is worthless. cant wait to mit her on sun. .really hope
tht it wud turn out rite. .lols ermm, bout nas. . shes like
a type of person tht u cnt joke with so it bit hard for me to
be like so formal with her. anan & all was psycho-ing me to
go on tryin my luck with her. but then, it wont really last long
so wat for waste my time makin the effort wen i cn forsee da
aftmath. .aniways, still decidin. .but dayah was like. .arghh. .
cudnt really put it in words. .but izwan told me sumtink bout her. .
i was like tryin to evaluate his story with how i knw her as. .
really hopin tht she wasnt the person i dun want her to turn out
to be. .aha
i was tinkin if anan were really goin to go on with da plan. .it
wud be spectacular. .aha but even so, i wud end up gettin hurt
it wud be. .damn!aha juz dun tink bout tis anymore. makes
my head go nuts!aha well, cudnt say anythin rite nw coz
im still findin da perfect partner for me.aha
end tis with a gudbye. .aha nite!swit drm!

FrEnS & SiLaT!

2008-07-01T10:05:00.000-07:00

alo ther!aha
today, woke up quite late
ard 1 plus. aft bathin n all.
switched on da comp to listen
to my fav songs while getting ready.
finally, aft a long time sew sumthin
which is 3 quater pants coz da pocket
is torn. waste lotsa time tryin to sew it
wen im already freakin late. .aha
apparently, noticed tht i had problem
with tis punctuality stuff. cudt do much to
change it except to phyco myself n stuff. .lols
went outta hse ard 2 wen i suppose to b ther
by 1.45. .aha called dayah & told her tht im on
my way ther. she told me to call her again wen
i've reach ther. i called her n she told me tht she
comin. while waitin i read thos gud essays.
while listenin to some music. kinda random actually
changin da song frm rock to rnb to ballad n all. .aha
well, since im universal listener wudnt mind.
she arrived n talk bout their oral. well, cudt be
bothered to listen to them i continued readin. but aft
a while i start to tease them coz thts wat i'll do wen im
bored. .aha nas took quite sumtime to arrive. .but
lotsa dayahs fren which i dont reconise passed by,
some of them even sat ther & start over again
bout the oral topic. .aha judgin frm her look
she cud b nervous. .hope she cud make it tmr. .aha
niways, we went to central i dunno y but juz followed them.
thier pace was too fast tht they're lost by my sight as mira
was stallin me n yat. .was wonderin if she ate a mic with
the sub woofer. .lols freakin loud & over outspoken. .
i knw tht i cn be too outspoken sometimes but she was
beyond my capabilities. .aha
they went to 425 to chill aft grabbin some bread. oh yar,
met siddiq at 7 eleven. .aha & he followed us ther. .
talkin to mira kinda gettin me agitated. .but wat to do
hope she'll change. we spouted some nonsense while
slackin at the blk. pesterin each other. unpackin hikmah
stuff frm her beg & i found a baby powder i tink. .aha
rub da powder on my face. .aha i started using da powder
frm hanans hse. .used to sleepover his hse. .aha
we're all late due to tis one person. .RINA!damn. .aha
izwan called me & asked wher i am n stuff.
we eventually end up takin da bus together.
waited for rina n mira at red blk ther.
as we arrived i was expectin to c faizul match
& aelfira but faizul match was postponed i tink
to sun. .watch sum of the fite. .aha
i envy them for being able to fite wen im juz the
one witnessin it. .aha saw shahin & ael. .
both of them were great. .but shahin seems to
slack of a lil bit. .luv his old play style with his
bantingan & all. .aha ael fite was fantastic n feel
me with enthusiasm to fite. .aha
but her sapuan was abit blunt. .with a lil touch
up she shud be fine. .aha overall match was great.
aft the bad news abg zali told us tht we're barred
frm my spec. .i was a bit dissapointed. . coz im
filled with this burnin spirit yet its wasted. went
hm with yat while we're on the bus fida sms me!aha
was kinda surprise at a moment. we chatted but she
leave da conversation hangin guess shes already asleep.
da most important thing is tht my comp is like
causin a prob to me. restartin without warning makin
me mad aft happenin couples of time. .aha
well, end it here coz getting back to my studies!aha
tc!nite!aha

YaY!

2008-06-30T12:33:00.000-07:00

Alo ther!aha
today was fun to begin
with. .met yat at his hse
before join da 'group studies'
i pressume. .lols but unfortunately
it was delayed coz yat gotta do
some shitty business. .aha
well, i took my time ther. .
i manage to read some pages
of some gud essays while i was
on the bus. met him at the bus stop
& walk frm tamp to pasir ris thru da
connector. we joke a lot but yat took
da long cut so we had to walk all da way
frm da traffic light to blk 425.
As we reached ther dayah scolded me
for being late & told me tht nas waited
for me. i felt a lil guilty & i hope i cud amend
for my mistake tmr. .lols aft a while
they'll went back. i was abit frustrated n upset
coz im unable to study. but listened to dayah
babblin some stuff like makcik2. .aha
but since it had passed, juz forget bout it.
while we're at the bus stop waitin for them
to take the bus dayah glanced at me
& as soon as i noticed it i stared back we laugh.
shes freakin remind me of someone.damn!aha
aft watchin them takin the bus we went of to anan's
hse to chill. ate some food & went of to grab some
bubble tea with yat. i voice out my opinion over some
matter & we exchanged perspective. we crack some
jokes to not let it be monotenus. we went back to anan's
hse to pass the bubble tea n went off.
i sent yat hm. we joke a lot. .& i giggle like hell. .aha
we also continued the conversation tht was left hangin.
i took some bus near yats hse. while we're waitin
i invented some cool word 'cueetest'. cute plus sweet nt
to forget da est at the back. .aha as my bus arrive i took it
& went hm.
as soon as i reached hm i switch on the comp. & look whos online
i chatted with yul & felt super duper great. .aha we crack some
nonsense shit n somehow i became his bro. .aha we talked like
abgku & adikku stuff. i also chatted with yat n invited shiffa
both of us we're laughin bout tht stupid jks tht i made while
we're at the bus stop waitin for the bus. come to think of it.
it was a bit racist but who cares. .aha
well, nid to get back to studies!
so long talk to u again buddy!aha